summer is here!<3
woke up this morning not feeling too good.i think i might be coming down with something, which would really blow cuz well then i wouldnt be able do anything.but hopefully it'll pass soon.went over to tessa's yesterday with kristen and melita.we didnt really do much just went swimming and were bein the lil dorks that we are, but it was fun.a bunch of ppl showed up at her house, we knew who they were tho, and were on her tennis court and just sitting in her driveway.they said that they talked to brian and he said it was cool if they went over there but still like most of the guys came back to the pool and got in with us but the other ppl were just sittin around, i thought it was kinda rude that they wernt even gonna come talk to tessa or something cuz its her house and all.but whatever. yesterday was the last day of school and probably the last time i'm going to see my best friend, Carrie, because she is leaving for new york today at 1:30 to live with her mom.part of me is so happy for her cuz i kno she's going to have such a better life with her mom then what she has here which is a bitch ass step-mom and a pussy father who wont stick up for her.sometimes i feel so sorry for her because she is held back so much from the world and these are supposed to be the best years of our lives and shes stuck at home all day not allowed to do a thing unless it's a church or family event.she deserves way better than that and i kno that's what she's gonna get when she moves in with her mom but it just really sucks because she has been the longest friend i've ever had in apopka.i will miss her so much, i kno we'll still talk on the phone and stuff but it wont be the same and soon we wont talk at all because thats what always happens.but maybe it'll be different this time.