MESSAGE READ ON THE BATHROOM WALL, IT SAID I DON'T FEEL AT ALL LIKE I THOUGHT..
Isn't it true when you feel like you need your friends the most they aren't there...not that my friends arent' there because the majority of them are. Like Jen, Adaam, Drew Geiger...I own my life to you kids...but my heart hurts a little because Andrew isn't there for me. Now that he just got back in town for christmas I have mixed feelings...do I care and want him...or not. A question that I can't seem to answer at all. I didn't even got to the airport...so unlike me...
"....and were loosing all touch, loosing all touch, building a desert...."
I can't take talking to amy white that much anymore. She gets all upset over nothing and always thinks I hate her or I'm mad at her....which gets really annoying.I get sick of everything being my fault with her. I want to have her in my life because I care about her deeply...but I don't know how to tell her to chill out! NOt that I haven't tried because I have...she just doesn't get it!
"....this will never end, this will never end, this will never stop...."
I might move in with Kayla my good friend. But I have to start work again at a job that I hate...I want a new job but I don't know anywhere else that is taking people. And I've been so sick with this heart thing and really tired all the time. I am not back to my old self yet and I probley have to start work again...I'm pissed about that...WORK FUCKING SUCKS!!!!
"....I get up just about noon my heads sends a message to my feet for me to move and then walk, gotta go to work, gotta have a job..."
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! --Liz
"....and were loosing all touch, loosing all touch, building a desert...."
I can't take talking to amy white that much anymore. She gets all upset over nothing and always thinks I hate her or I'm mad at her....which gets really annoying.I get sick of everything being my fault with her. I want to have her in my life because I care about her deeply...but I don't know how to tell her to chill out! NOt that I haven't tried because I have...she just doesn't get it!
"....this will never end, this will never end, this will never stop...."
I might move in with Kayla my good friend. But I have to start work again at a job that I hate...I want a new job but I don't know anywhere else that is taking people. And I've been so sick with this heart thing and really tired all the time. I am not back to my old self yet and I probley have to start work again...I'm pissed about that...WORK FUCKING SUCKS!!!!
"....I get up just about noon my heads sends a message to my feet for me to move and then walk, gotta go to work, gotta have a job..."
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! --Liz