I FUCKING HATE MY LOVE LIFE AND ANDREW!!!
Hey! It's been tough latley because all andrew wants to do is be and ass and ruin everything that we had between us before our week togeter. I'm so sick of it all and I don't know why he is being so rude. It doesn't make sence. I'm sure when I got there that he will act nice the way that he used to. I have to try to be strong and not fall for that shit again. A week ago you couldn't have told me that things could get worse but they could...and did. I sat up and talked with Jen for an hour or two. I know what I should do it's just so damn hard to let go. And I don't want to end everything with me hating him like I do now. I remeber the goodtimes and thats what I am holding on to but the person he is now I HATE!!!!!!!!!!! I finally relize that I have to let him go.