Broken family...
Yesterday went around town with Jen picking up her check, getting gas, and all that fun stuff. I got to see my little brother! YAY for Liz!! I miss him lot, so it's always a blast seeing him. Then Later when she went to a movie I went out to coffee with my friend Liz, which was a lot of fun talking to her about everything that has been going on in my life. Then we drove around Marcola which is so much fun...we just drive and listen to music. It is so relaxing, when I lived with her earlier this year we would always do that. Then I came home and was downloading my brothers birthday pictures from our digital camara and I just started balling...I think I sat here for about 2 hours. I was just so upset at the way things turned out with my family. It hurts so much that my mom hates me and doesn't ever want to see me. I miss the good times I had with her...which were few but they do exist. I just hate that our family is so broken up and everything seems to be impossible to fix. I miss my dad a lot to...he is such a funny man, he gets angry a lot but he is truly funny. And he loves me so much I am such a daddy's girl. I miss having him around all the time...