UGH!

[sun48kissed]

Yeah... so basically I am sick of being the first one to do everything. I am sick of being the one to make the initiative to hang out with people... whether it is online, phone, person, etc. People are ALWAYS like lets hang out, CALL ME. Yes I know I do it too but I do call people and NO ONE ever calls me. I can't remember the last time someone asked me to hang out first. I ask people all the time if they want to go somewhere, do something, anything. People always have an excuse for not asking too... the one i hear the most is... i never call anyone you know that, UGH well you should.. it's not fair to the people that always call. It is like people are afraid of regection when it isnt even that. People are afraid that someone might not be able to do something. Well i am sick of feeling like I am bugging you by asking all the time. I want to just be done with asking people but I know i wont. I can't just sit around all summer because if i dont call i know no one will call me. sad i know! w/e I leave for florida on thurs to see my grandma in the hospital and i get to see my grandpa. I get to leave this hell hole for 3.5 days.. whoop-de-freakin-do(lol linds)

call me.. haha! RIGHT