Feb 25, 2004 20:08
So you ever get the feeling that you just don't matter in this world. I mean you know plenty of people, but you don't have anyone to talk to at the end of the day or night. You are completely alone. You are in class and you see people looking at you and you are wondering why they are looking at you the way they are. I don't know sometimes I just get really sad and I don't have anyone to talk to or anyone to relate to me. I am almost 21 yrs old and I still feel the same way I did when I was 11. Not much has changed in the last 10yrs and I thought for sure when I was older I would be able to control my feelings more, but the older I get the more vulnerable I get. I am lonely most of the time. I don't have anyone to talk to. Everyone in the world can come talk to me when that have problems or need someone to just vent to. But when it goes around the other way no one has time for me. I guess I am just a bitter person.
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