And in the end he will ask that girl a question and she will unravel the mask that has been hiding..
So it is thursday and I have to go to work tonight and I have had the last 3 days off. I am going to be so tired. It felt so good just not having to go to work. So for the last couple of days I have been damn sad. I don't know why. I have no real reason to be sad. I think when my parents get back I am going to ask my mom for the number for the shrink because I think I might need to go to one because I think I might be going crazy. Well I have been getting fucked up almost every day. It is ridicolous. I am not trying to brag or anything it just seems that the opportunitie is always there. I have off friday night so I think I might start things right a little early for me. I think I might buy some beer and pre game before everyone else gets off of work. So I have been thinking and I am thinking that I might be alone for the rest of my life.I am never going to have kids and I am going to be that cranky old lady that all the kids are afraid of in their neighborhood. I hope I'm not. Everyone keeps telling me that I am really intimidationing or something and I just don't understand because I don't come off that way on purpose. So blah blah blah...oh yeah I got a new tatoo. It is on my arm right under my wrist and it is a 3d star with purple and yellow. its phat. I like it. I better like it. it is permanent. well I am going to go to bed now cause I have to wake up to get an oil change for my car. All I did today anyway was sleep and I plan to do the same tomorrow.