Dissapointment
So, lately I have been feeling sad. I don't know why. You know how sometimes you just wished there was someone sitting with you if you are sitting by yourself or you want someone to touch you when your not being touched? I don't know. I have just wanted to be held by someone lately. Maybe it sounds corny. I don't know. Lately I have just been real sad and in a bad mood. I don't know. I have just been a little more sad lately. I haven't been thinking any bad thoughts so that's good. So, the last time I wrote in here I had said that I liked this guy and he pretty much has no interest in me at all. So I still kind of liked him even though I don't talk to him even though he makes me mad cause he is always play hitting me, but whatever. So then I went home last weekend and this girl pretty much told me that she adored me and that she wanted to be with me as a relationship. I am so confused though because I like girls and guys, but I have never been in a relationship with a girl. So I was confused all weekend. And I am still confused. But I am going to go to bed now because I am getting sad again.