goal.
I want to put this out into the cosmo's because i fully intend on doing this..i'm gonna jog 3 miles on friday morning. It's going to happen. I mapped out a new path so it will keep my mind distracted. I completely understand runners in a new light now...i remember reading folks talking about it on here and just not getting why someone would put themselves through that pain.
It doesn't hurt it's actually an amazing cure for a hangover for one thing and a great place to put anger and frustration.
Also i feel like i am invincible! That could be due to my new treatment for my add. But, regardless I have a meeting at a college about getting my masters of teaching (focusing on art) and a tour of the school Friday. I'm extremely excited. I love their stance on multicultural education and i think more and more about how i'd love to be a teacher and manage my own classroom. Just having the same kids for months at a time and helping nurture them find their joyful art place.
Right now i'm working on the bf's bday gifts! I keep trying not to buy things because he hates that. He's been begging to make bread so i'm going to wrap all the ingredients and give that to him I think :)
Also keeping the tv turned off is an incredible motivator.
I'm a happy camper today. I have a huge art show coming up that i'm super pumped about (with a really cool group of graphic designer professionals i'm there interactive performer link) and a trip to a friends farm.
If i could simply get my butt to get to the three mile mark without stopping i'd be even more happy.
I guess i should be proud i can go a lil over 2 miles. But, my goal is by the time Mihai and i go on vacation to South Dakota (most likely mid september) I can jog the trails with ease.
It's strange how much time i wasted agonizing over wanting to be an art therapist/social worker/counselor..and how easy it was to realize i can do all those things as a teacher but also not lose my mind! (realized i didn't like the idea of bringing the stress home and never having vacations)
I'm completely in love with life right now. The part time job now has a new awesome manager and my fella is just such an amazingly inspiring person...we may differ on some spiritual beliefs but hey could be worse problems after 2 years :) There was a moment we were going through some pretty heavy change and it was hard but gosh the past few months have been heavenly...feels like the beginning again.
now back to attempting to write my personal essay without writing a novel (better to have too much to write about than not enough right?)
It doesn't hurt it's actually an amazing cure for a hangover for one thing and a great place to put anger and frustration.
Also i feel like i am invincible! That could be due to my new treatment for my add. But, regardless I have a meeting at a college about getting my masters of teaching (focusing on art) and a tour of the school Friday. I'm extremely excited. I love their stance on multicultural education and i think more and more about how i'd love to be a teacher and manage my own classroom. Just having the same kids for months at a time and helping nurture them find their joyful art place.
Right now i'm working on the bf's bday gifts! I keep trying not to buy things because he hates that. He's been begging to make bread so i'm going to wrap all the ingredients and give that to him I think :)
Also keeping the tv turned off is an incredible motivator.
I'm a happy camper today. I have a huge art show coming up that i'm super pumped about (with a really cool group of graphic designer professionals i'm there interactive performer link) and a trip to a friends farm.
If i could simply get my butt to get to the three mile mark without stopping i'd be even more happy.
I guess i should be proud i can go a lil over 2 miles. But, my goal is by the time Mihai and i go on vacation to South Dakota (most likely mid september) I can jog the trails with ease.
It's strange how much time i wasted agonizing over wanting to be an art therapist/social worker/counselor..and how easy it was to realize i can do all those things as a teacher but also not lose my mind! (realized i didn't like the idea of bringing the stress home and never having vacations)
I'm completely in love with life right now. The part time job now has a new awesome manager and my fella is just such an amazingly inspiring person...we may differ on some spiritual beliefs but hey could be worse problems after 2 years :) There was a moment we were going through some pretty heavy change and it was hard but gosh the past few months have been heavenly...feels like the beginning again.
now back to attempting to write my personal essay without writing a novel (better to have too much to write about than not enough right?)