diet insanity
Hunger is making me crazy. I'm not starving myself, just eating reasonable portions and walking everywhere.
The insanity comes with just how my memory is shaky and everything annoys the heck out of me.
This all began with viewing a few photos of my newer, puffier, self. I don't take photos of myself EVER anymore...so when I'm forced to view my new bigger frame I panic.
Seriously though, i hate this hunger thing..I know my stomach will shrink..and my body will adjust but HOLY HELL!!!!
It is true about the alcohol thing. It definitely helps. Last night i just decided to have a few drinks to stave off the hunger and it did work! Poor Mihai though had to handle my drunk ass though.
It's been a pretty great week though. Touched/fed an endangered animal. The eastern Black Rhinoceros. His name was Rico (yes like suave) and he got major bonage from the caresses! I got some photos with the lovely pachyderm! But am not legally allowed to post the photos on any social media due to legal stuff at the zoo.
I'm slightly panicked about my impending unemployment. I may suck it up and work at a museum that my friend has informed me I should not work..but it could be incredible for 6 months!
I visited an open house for a psychology school today. I liked it quite a bit. I have a shit ton of psych credits I have to get before I can go...but hey community college! I need to get my masters. I do. I also like the idea of being a "master!"
It's a little cocky but I'm not worried in the least about getting in if I want to go. All those summers and winters working for free has paid off! Get it?! Paid off!
Also I'm already working as an art therapist..so yeah!
This hunger is making me feel craaazy.
Also another thing that I thought was laughable and hey i'm going to get judgey here...No one at the luncheon with the professors actually talked to the professors! I was the only one asking questions! (besides a couple girls mothers pfffft) Why did these girls bring their mothers? Jeeeeze! What are these girls 18? Undergrad I find it completely understandable but Grad school?
Anywho. Glad the ball is rolling. Mihai is going to be unemployed soon as well by choice. I'm proud of him. Not an easy thing to do.
Vacation is coming so sooon. I'm ready. I'm ready to leave the Zoo and ready to find something new to geek out about.
How do people diet without going crazy? I'm also preparing myself for two weeks of camping and living on meager amounts of food.
now i'm just waiting for my silly driven fella to get his ass over here. Seriously, his passion is what attracts me to him..but it also drives me crazy when I don't get him as much as I want. But it is better this way. Oh mature love! I read an article today about the perks of mature love...but the lust for crazy love. I miss crazy love sometimes..but the warm fuzzy cuddley love is great. Doesn't make anything less spicy ;) but...it's just different.
Ah gotta shut up I got the hungry rants!
I want to be an art therapist. I gotta get this thing going! I have to! I don't want to be 30 and careerless and in a studio apartment. Woman demands some respect!
The insanity comes with just how my memory is shaky and everything annoys the heck out of me.
This all began with viewing a few photos of my newer, puffier, self. I don't take photos of myself EVER anymore...so when I'm forced to view my new bigger frame I panic.
Seriously though, i hate this hunger thing..I know my stomach will shrink..and my body will adjust but HOLY HELL!!!!
It is true about the alcohol thing. It definitely helps. Last night i just decided to have a few drinks to stave off the hunger and it did work! Poor Mihai though had to handle my drunk ass though.
It's been a pretty great week though. Touched/fed an endangered animal. The eastern Black Rhinoceros. His name was Rico (yes like suave) and he got major bonage from the caresses! I got some photos with the lovely pachyderm! But am not legally allowed to post the photos on any social media due to legal stuff at the zoo.
I'm slightly panicked about my impending unemployment. I may suck it up and work at a museum that my friend has informed me I should not work..but it could be incredible for 6 months!
I visited an open house for a psychology school today. I liked it quite a bit. I have a shit ton of psych credits I have to get before I can go...but hey community college! I need to get my masters. I do. I also like the idea of being a "master!"
It's a little cocky but I'm not worried in the least about getting in if I want to go. All those summers and winters working for free has paid off! Get it?! Paid off!
Also I'm already working as an art therapist..so yeah!
This hunger is making me feel craaazy.
Also another thing that I thought was laughable and hey i'm going to get judgey here...No one at the luncheon with the professors actually talked to the professors! I was the only one asking questions! (besides a couple girls mothers pfffft) Why did these girls bring their mothers? Jeeeeze! What are these girls 18? Undergrad I find it completely understandable but Grad school?
Anywho. Glad the ball is rolling. Mihai is going to be unemployed soon as well by choice. I'm proud of him. Not an easy thing to do.
Vacation is coming so sooon. I'm ready. I'm ready to leave the Zoo and ready to find something new to geek out about.
How do people diet without going crazy? I'm also preparing myself for two weeks of camping and living on meager amounts of food.
now i'm just waiting for my silly driven fella to get his ass over here. Seriously, his passion is what attracts me to him..but it also drives me crazy when I don't get him as much as I want. But it is better this way. Oh mature love! I read an article today about the perks of mature love...but the lust for crazy love. I miss crazy love sometimes..but the warm fuzzy cuddley love is great. Doesn't make anything less spicy ;) but...it's just different.
Ah gotta shut up I got the hungry rants!
I want to be an art therapist. I gotta get this thing going! I have to! I don't want to be 30 and careerless and in a studio apartment. Woman demands some respect!