exhaustion.
Have not had a day off in 12 days now...and wont until saturday..it's really starting to get to me. waking up and leaving the house by 7:45 and not getting home till 7 blah...I've also been hitting the gym most days after work..soo...yeah...ack. I'm never scheduling myself like this ever again. Before my day off saturday I will be working till midnight on friday (the internship). It will be fun..but i don't even have anything to wear to the fundraiser. On top of everything I have an ear infection that I'm choosing to ignore.
I miss seeing my boyfriend thats for sure. He was away for a week before this....I''m just in a whining mood. I like being busy but i'd like to also busy myself with some of my personal life. My place is such a dump. I really want to like where I lay my head.
I've talked to people with my job at the museum and most of them DO NOT have a second job. I may try that for a while. I'm thinking of sellling some jewelry. I wear them daily and get compliments atleast 2 or 3 times a day. I figure if when i get compliments I give them a card that may help. Also i can advertise at my gym and various other places. Oh and my gym is totally where the Real World Chicago house was! haha my gym buddy and I always like to pretend we are in the confessional room at times. We are dorks.
Houston...omg...HOUSTON! I cannot wait to be there. I have it all planned out. Ofcourse nights will be spent out with friends and at bars. But one day I am going to take him on a "sentimental memory tour" and then another day we are going to NASA then ofcourse THanksgiving festivities with the fam (they all get along really well)
I don't feel i'm doing all i could at the moment and it angers me. I don't want this floor job forever. In January I'm going to start looking into grad school and more applicable internships.
Oh! and In January I'm going to be playing Ruby Bridges Teacher in the Chicago Children's Museum Martin Luther King play! Oh and i'll be playing child Martin's Childhood white friend Johns Racist mom! hahahahah I'm psyched! I'm so tired....I want a rest so bad. Thanksgiving..thankgiving...thanksgiving!
shit i'm going to be late for work. time to go hahaha.
I miss seeing my boyfriend thats for sure. He was away for a week before this....I''m just in a whining mood. I like being busy but i'd like to also busy myself with some of my personal life. My place is such a dump. I really want to like where I lay my head.
I've talked to people with my job at the museum and most of them DO NOT have a second job. I may try that for a while. I'm thinking of sellling some jewelry. I wear them daily and get compliments atleast 2 or 3 times a day. I figure if when i get compliments I give them a card that may help. Also i can advertise at my gym and various other places. Oh and my gym is totally where the Real World Chicago house was! haha my gym buddy and I always like to pretend we are in the confessional room at times. We are dorks.
Houston...omg...HOUSTON! I cannot wait to be there. I have it all planned out. Ofcourse nights will be spent out with friends and at bars. But one day I am going to take him on a "sentimental memory tour" and then another day we are going to NASA then ofcourse THanksgiving festivities with the fam (they all get along really well)
I don't feel i'm doing all i could at the moment and it angers me. I don't want this floor job forever. In January I'm going to start looking into grad school and more applicable internships.
Oh! and In January I'm going to be playing Ruby Bridges Teacher in the Chicago Children's Museum Martin Luther King play! Oh and i'll be playing child Martin's Childhood white friend Johns Racist mom! hahahahah I'm psyched! I'm so tired....I want a rest so bad. Thanksgiving..thankgiving...thanksgiving!
shit i'm going to be late for work. time to go hahaha.