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Just want to share a little real quick so today i get surprised by being asked to facilitate some classes at the CHICAGO MUSEUM OF SCIENCE AND INDUSTRY!! weeeeeee! So psyched! i was going to do the event at the Chicago Symphony too but was overbooked.
It's all pretty amazing. Then this weekend i'm working at art on track which is the worlds largest mobile art exhibition on the Chicago L (one of my oldest friends here is putting it on)
so really thats all great.
but...then a family friend died in their sleep last night.....i really wanted to let someone know but don't feel like posting it on facebook since work people see that now.
He was only 50......he was the most optimistic man i ever knew and as a child i adored him..he always told me "Your smile will capture a mans heart someday darlin!" and being a child i took it as a fact and have always since really treasured my smile...but what saddens me most is i always pictured him meeting my children someday.
It pisses me off that someone that kind and generous (with kids my age and a new grandbaby and his son getting married this weekend) has randomly passed on..its not fucking fair....i hate this shit. why do people keep passing away..i don't want to deal with death anymore.
It still makes me sad my grandma is gone and now this man??? i don't have much family (i'm not alone with that i know a lot of people understand) and it just saddens me.
My fella is going away on business tomorrow and that didn't make me pissed until now...ugh..oh well, tonight we are going out for Korean food than watching samurai champloo (love that anime!) He really is my hero. I think a good dose of him will make it all better. It makes me happy that he is going though because he really loves his trips to the power plants! hahah. Its pretty cute. My nerdy boy.
sigh. oh and tomorrow i get first aid certified wooh!
oh and i'm totally joining curves dag nabit..i'm not going to be that girl who gains weight once she has a bf...i refuse!!!!! well..i kinda already have but i'm stopping it now!!!
It's all pretty amazing. Then this weekend i'm working at art on track which is the worlds largest mobile art exhibition on the Chicago L (one of my oldest friends here is putting it on)
so really thats all great.
but...then a family friend died in their sleep last night.....i really wanted to let someone know but don't feel like posting it on facebook since work people see that now.
He was only 50......he was the most optimistic man i ever knew and as a child i adored him..he always told me "Your smile will capture a mans heart someday darlin!" and being a child i took it as a fact and have always since really treasured my smile...but what saddens me most is i always pictured him meeting my children someday.
It pisses me off that someone that kind and generous (with kids my age and a new grandbaby and his son getting married this weekend) has randomly passed on..its not fucking fair....i hate this shit. why do people keep passing away..i don't want to deal with death anymore.
It still makes me sad my grandma is gone and now this man??? i don't have much family (i'm not alone with that i know a lot of people understand) and it just saddens me.
My fella is going away on business tomorrow and that didn't make me pissed until now...ugh..oh well, tonight we are going out for Korean food than watching samurai champloo (love that anime!) He really is my hero. I think a good dose of him will make it all better. It makes me happy that he is going though because he really loves his trips to the power plants! hahah. Its pretty cute. My nerdy boy.
sigh. oh and tomorrow i get first aid certified wooh!
oh and i'm totally joining curves dag nabit..i'm not going to be that girl who gains weight once she has a bf...i refuse!!!!! well..i kinda already have but i'm stopping it now!!!