I love you guys

[sumthng_nside]

life is beautiful, you have no idea. words fail to express this. and i'll never be able to deny this. ever. I...I love you all. If you only could see it, if only, and possibly some of you have, and im sure you all will...everything has new meaning, EVERYTHING. everything is new, beautiful like you wouldnt believe. and every word uttered is so inadequate to the way this feels, so completely inadequate. I cannot even begin to explain. words fail to express such elegance, such purity, such feeling, such ties never felt before, but ties that were there all along. Such knowledge, a tiny tidbit of truth even, that I have known all along, but uncovered suddenly. It would be near impossible to have done this alone...the world is so wondrous but dont get caught in it. if only i could offer you exactly what i see. if only there were some way to show you the things you already know. the things you are already discovering slowly on your own. so progressive that its nearly impossible to notice at first. If i could I would hug each and every one of you and tell you that i love you. i wish you were all here. so that i could simply be with you. show you how much you matter to me, regardless of how much i know or dont know you. This is the turning point in my life, I will never go back. I will never glance behind, i will continue to press forward with new found conviction and hope to continue learning.

how you respond to this is completely up to you. you may say, im drugged up on something, but believe me when i tell you im sober. and i will forever be. your choices are what make or break you. they can be your anchors or your sails. choose wisely which you choose, one will cause you to drown, the other to soar!