Dec 31, 2009 09:32
Yesterday I felt sad and threw tantrums about not having a real friend near me to share my thoughts. I was desperate, lonely and confused. Nevertheless, I continued with my book, learnt a few lessons from it, and finally slept over it. My mind was calm, I think.
Early morning I woke up to some noises in the other room and again went to sleep. I think I slept for another hr. or so. In that little time, I had a dream. I dreamt of a friend, talking and chatting with me in some distant place. She promised to help me with some material I needed. I told her that I wanted to learn a language. We exchanged some more words and I bid her goodbye for the day. I woke up overwhelmed.
This friend stays far away and we havent talked for months. There are numerous ways to communicate but I never pursued the issue. I think all this while, I have missed her a lot. But it never occured to me that she is the one I wanted to talk to and spend time with.
I think that dreams have an inner meaning. There is a deeper connection here. I did not dream of her just like that. It has some message, it indicates something to me.