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I have been feeling extremely stressed lately. Its a combination of almost complete lack of sleep, absence of a social life, and the lack of coordination skills I have when it comes to organizing my shoots. It seems like no matter what I do, someone always ends up angry. I hate that I have to take shit just because perhaps someone who is helping me has a nice microphone. It makes me not like myself very much.
I cannot wait for the summer. Each time this year I start thinking about all the things I want to do in the summer and how this summer is going to be a last hurrah because I am always moving or leaving or changing. Well here it comes again and I am moving again (to LA) and I feel like this summer I want to take advantage of all the things I love about Ohio. I want to swim in all the little rivers, lay on warm rocks in the sun, have picnics in the pastures, go canoeing and boating and dancing and drinking and just basically have the time of my life. I have worked so hard this year and I feel like maybe I deserve some fun.
It's days like this I feel like crying and I miss Mr. Rogers.
