I have seen the light
i think for a tad bit i will lay off looking for someone to date and work on getting back to whom i am fixing the issues i can and dealing with the things i have no control over.. 1 work alot of ot and pay down my depts 2 lose 20lbs and be happy again 3 get my combat boots again 4 clean and organize my life so its easier 5 live life to its fullest when i have the time... the things i mentioned need to be delt with i need to start saving for a home sooner or later and the best thing is to not have any dept to start so i think my life maybe very boring soon and this will prob affect my mood but oh well if im not home and im at work i cant munch on junk and put the 36.5 lbs back on that i have lost sence i had that life altering change happen 3 months ago so now i am here to imporve myself and deal with my internal issues one at a time in 3 months i have only put on .5 lbs i think thats pretty good :P so i have 24.5 lbs to go :) my sisters house is mostly done just have to paint now and i dont think they will use me for that. which will open up my weekends for metime aka overtime im thinking of a 6 day schedual sunday 8 hours m-f 10 hours and go piantballing/rockclimbing/chillin on saturdays one it will put alot of money in my pocket to pay down every dept i have 2 it will keep me not as bored at home 3 maybe tire me out enough so when i come home im not up all damn night lol and in january when i get my 5 dollar raise i can bank that all away and save for a home so i can move away from this acursed apartment if nothing else when the 5 thou i owe is paid i can save money until i get like 20 or 30 grand and buy the home of my dreams with noone elses opinions involved or wait until i meet the right girl and we will have a nice start for our home :) if i could pay my depts down i think the truck will get paid off early also mise well pay everything off yea know if u go to a loan rep with 30 grand they give u a loan automatically so im not sure ill have to talk to my dad see what he thinks either way i think i need some rest so to all a gn