Big girl panties
I wore them. Today.
That's shoulder and upper abdomen. Finally had scary moles removed. I thought 'My week has already been bad. Lets solidify it!' I've actually been putting off their removal for years, shamefully. I had insurance drama and then... I kind of wussed out a few times.
But I did it!
You should know, I made some Harry Potter jokes during the process. Doctor laughed so hard, he had to put his tools down. I'm one of those weirdos, when I get nervous, I chatter incessantly and crack as many jokes as possible.
I'm laying in bed listening to sad songs and staring at my stitches.
I missed all the fireworks last night to go into work at a job early this morning where the supervisor never showed up to let us in. So we all went home... Never got to see a single firework.
Had a huge fight with the husband today. And then Ivy wouldn't leave my stitches alone, kept pulling on that shoulder and kneeing me in the tummy. They got a bit oozy and extra sore. *sigh*
I just keep thinking of the weekend of the 27/28th. My reunion is the 27th and I get to go to a concert on the 28th. I'm work-free and classes will have ended on the 25th, school-free too! It will be my first splurge days in two months of dieting and exercising.
Things will just be nice. It will be a nice weekend. If I want to get through this, I just need to focus on something good.
I hope everyone is having a good July.
--Summer