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one more day until the weekend officially begins! so we still technically haven't gone to school for a full week yet, but i can't tell you how drained i am. tuesday night after the game at g'boro day (which we won, btw) i didn't get home until 11 and didn't get done with homework until 1:45 and the woke up at 6. i do not do well on 4 hrs. and 15 min. of sleep. last nite i did get three more hours than that so i am doing a little better but still feel dead. we had another game tonite against catholic and won. 6-0!! except my coach is royally pissing me off. so okay last weekend at the raliegh tourny he "had" to play me because hayes sprained her ankle, right? and so i played and we played fairly well for me not having set a few of the girls a lot in game situations. however, when it comes to games like today against a team which isn't great, he doesn't put me in until there are only 4 pts. left in the game and even then he put me in for someone that wasn't even my position! wtf?! he did the same to amber, kelsey, etc. if you don't want to play me, then don't, this crap when you put me in when we are up by 15 and there is no way i can screw it up is just b.s. and i'm tired of it. i so tired of being used because i am the nice girl who won't talk back to anyone or say anything even when something is bothering me because i always get the second class treatment. okay, so fair warning, no nice erin anymore guys! haha. okay so maybe i can't change my whole personality overnite, but that still doesn't mean that i'm not pissed. he freakin' told cassie and me the other day that he would put us in (and let me quote) "when the starters can get a hold on the game for us" aka, get enough points so the two of you can have no possible way of screwing it up. well screw you matt! you have officially pissed me off. the end. we only have a one hour practice tomorrow so we can get ready for the game. EVERYONE and i do mean EVERYONE should come to the biggest fball game of the season vs. latin at home at 7:30! gonna go study for my span. vocab. quiz tomorrow. peace.