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I go back to the doctor on Thursday to weigh. I am anticipating the outcome! With weightloss comes awkwardness for me. I'm sure its other variables as well, but I'm just uncomfortable with myself right now. My clothes don't fit right and new clothes don't fit right, so I'm just trying to deal with having to pull up my pants right now. I think I'm in that stage where I can tell that I'm losing weight, but nobody else can....and the parts of my body that I don't like are even more noticable to me. I'm trying to stay positive and motivated because I know that I need to! I compare it to when you have super short hair and you try to grow it out...and you just can't do anything with it and you hate it. That's how I feel.