May 16, 2006 03:42
Well, I am sitting here unable to sleep. Soo many thing are going through my head. The house passed inspection now all we need is the closing date. I am seriously getting stressed about all of this. Excitement has completely been blown out of proportion. Anything and everything that cn possibly gone wrong has officially run through my head. Thinking about the bills and the moving and the wedding stuff and everything else is completely making me wanna scream. Next year at this time I will making the final plans and approving everything for this thing. In about two months I will be moving and rearranging my entire life around a house and the things that go along with it. I forsee many sleepless night in my future, and that is because I am the one worring about it. GRRRRRRRR......
I believe that is it the excitement has wore off, and I am officially unsure of everything at this point. Atleast I can voice my concerns here knowing that no one actually reads this anymore. Everyone has trandferred to MySpace so now I do not have to deal with half as much