Nov 18, 2008 23:14
finally broke away from the monday blues. days are passing like fire, passing so quickly, in a blink its over. i realised i dont do anything very condusive everyday, just the normal stuff, its slowly settling into a routine, that isnt really healthy. i tried to start getting onto the report, but i only did one portion out of so many, partly due to Dan's help of course. it was really hard to start especially the first sentence. got my assessment today also, did pretty well i guess, thanks to my supervisor! (:
tonight, the heart is feeling abit heavy, abit different from before. the whole time everything was so good, up till recently when my mind started to wander to silly thoughts that actually needed some much craved for assurance. being abit more hesitant and taken aback by situations that i cant really comprehend. loving isnt easy i must say, loving isnt really loving to me now, it will be when i say another 4 letter word after the normal 3 words, 8 letters. bummmer.