A prayer for my friends!
I'm so tired and I found nothing interesting that's happened this week to post about...i could complain about the ever sucky jr year, but then again...i feel like all i ever do is complain about work these days....and well i don't want people to think that's all i think about.
So yeh...this year is most definately rough...but it's taught me a lot. For instance, I've learned that friends easily transform into aquantences and other friends just randomly start seeing each other and well other friends are just there for you more than others. I guess all i can say is, no matter what's going on with any of them...i just thank God that they are there and that they're in my life. I never thought that I'd be one of those people who are defined by their social life...and i'd still like to think that i'm not...but for the first time in a long time I feel just real peace with everyone of them...I've spent the entire summer creating, dealing with, or cleaning up useless drama...and while it may be far from over...i just really lack any energy to care at this point...for those people who really ignore me...well frankly i'm ignoring you back...and i'd luv to hear from you but that's really not gonna change as long as both of us are busy...so just know that i love you and i thank god for you every day....for those of you who randomly started seeing each other...yall know who you are...and while it's not random for you...it still kindof is for me...all i can say is i luved you both when you weren't together...so whats any different now...i'll just luv you together now....and for the ones who are just constantly there for me...you never cease to put up with me on a daily basis and well i'm having so much fun you'll...many of you i'm getting to know (and loving every second of it)...some of you i'm trying to keep up with (which is fine because I know you're there...always)...and some of you all are just a little different from last year...but hey so am i...and i'm learning to deal...but these differnce are just teaching me to love you more!...Now that i've exhausted the most sappy shout outs ever...i think i'm just going to go to bed...and sleep finally in peace. To all my friends, in everyshape or form, i love you sooooo much and i praying for you always!
So yeh...this year is most definately rough...but it's taught me a lot. For instance, I've learned that friends easily transform into aquantences and other friends just randomly start seeing each other and well other friends are just there for you more than others. I guess all i can say is, no matter what's going on with any of them...i just thank God that they are there and that they're in my life. I never thought that I'd be one of those people who are defined by their social life...and i'd still like to think that i'm not...but for the first time in a long time I feel just real peace with everyone of them...I've spent the entire summer creating, dealing with, or cleaning up useless drama...and while it may be far from over...i just really lack any energy to care at this point...for those people who really ignore me...well frankly i'm ignoring you back...and i'd luv to hear from you but that's really not gonna change as long as both of us are busy...so just know that i love you and i thank god for you every day....for those of you who randomly started seeing each other...yall know who you are...and while it's not random for you...it still kindof is for me...all i can say is i luved you both when you weren't together...so whats any different now...i'll just luv you together now....and for the ones who are just constantly there for me...you never cease to put up with me on a daily basis and well i'm having so much fun you'll...many of you i'm getting to know (and loving every second of it)...some of you i'm trying to keep up with (which is fine because I know you're there...always)...and some of you all are just a little different from last year...but hey so am i...and i'm learning to deal...but these differnce are just teaching me to love you more!...Now that i've exhausted the most sappy shout outs ever...i think i'm just going to go to bed...and sleep finally in peace. To all my friends, in everyshape or form, i love you sooooo much and i praying for you always!