save tonight, and fight the break of dawn come tomorrow, tomorrow ill be gone.
honestly, im doing terrible in school.
i can't have a bf and do well with grades.
i suck at that. but im tryin, so that should count, right?
i know that anthony has a job monday and wednesdays.
and that its money and i would never ask him to quit
cause he loves his job and im happy for him
but you know what?
i feel like i dont have a boyfriend when hes bartending.
so i guess 2 nights a week im single,
any takers?
im broke beyond belief.
i have 0 money.
great Derya, good job.
at least im good at something, spending.
i just honestly feel like hysterically crying tonight.
after being confused to death earlier to being so alone right now,
i just wanna cry for hours. and its so stupid but, thats how i feel.
...i need a redbull. or a fill in plastic boyfriend 2 nights a week.
i can't have a bf and do well with grades.
i suck at that. but im tryin, so that should count, right?
i know that anthony has a job monday and wednesdays.
and that its money and i would never ask him to quit
cause he loves his job and im happy for him
but you know what?
i feel like i dont have a boyfriend when hes bartending.
so i guess 2 nights a week im single,
any takers?
im broke beyond belief.
i have 0 money.
great Derya, good job.
at least im good at something, spending.
i just honestly feel like hysterically crying tonight.
after being confused to death earlier to being so alone right now,
i just wanna cry for hours. and its so stupid but, thats how i feel.
...i need a redbull. or a fill in plastic boyfriend 2 nights a week.