Fanfiction: Still Breathing
Fanfiction: Still Breathing (or the time he stole his pain away)
Fandom: SuJu/SJ-M
Synopsis: It's not his place to be leader anymore, not here when they're in Korea. Still, the skills that he's learned in his first year don't just die in the interim.
Pairing/People: Han Geng, QMi
Rating: PG
Warnings: white text
Dedication: To the tree cleverlilwill, to those ( Read more... )
Fandom: SuJu/SJ-M
Synopsis: It's not his place to be leader anymore, not here when they're in Korea. Still, the skills that he's learned in his first year don't just die in the interim.
Pairing/People: Han Geng, QMi
Rating: PG
Warnings: white text
Dedication: To the tree cleverlilwill, to those ( Read more... )
OHFUCK. I really am crying. Seriously. Tears are running down my effing face. You don't know how much you moved me. Best morning wake-up call EVER. And because I couldn't get the thought out of my head:
And as he stood there shivering beneath the warmth of his leader-on-break and the cold lights of the set, Kyuhyun sighed deeply and let his heavy eyelids fall closed. Now the foreign words whispered into his ear didn't feel so foreign anymore. It brought him closer to the sunny smile he longed for. Now, instead of bitterness and resentment, comfort washed over him summer rain and teased the tiniest of smiles back onto his face.
"Xie xie, Gege."
You write Han Geng so beautifully, you know. Everything he felt in that one moment amazed me. Relief, understanding, compassion, worry... perhaps a bit of homesickness. UGH. I'm so glad you wrote a fic for that gif. It was perfect. I want to add how much I LOVE you for mentioning Leeteuk's responsibilities as THE LEADER. It kind of made my heart ache because I was thinking back on all the sad entries he keeps making... even on his birthday?! Something about that leader to leader connection in your fic made me incredibly happy.
Oh Kyu, I know. We all miss him. *sniffle*
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Great, now I'm tearing up. THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN. I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO CRY. But I'm so glad I moved you (though it was not my goal to make you cry before classes this morning, I'm glad if it made you happy)
....and you just wrote the perfect ending ever. I can't BELIEVE...ah, now my heart hurts. Regardless of the fact that you just wrote your first fic a few days ago, Willow that was a really beautiful addition. Bittersweet ending, I'm so touched. And so so so proud. ♥
I was really scared to write Han Geng because I love him just that much and thought I'd get it wrong... Han Geng might be M!Leader, but Teukie will always be SuJu leader and I'm glad you found the connection worked. I was afraid it would be overlooked but yeah, I wanted to give two cents to Leeteuk-leader for being amazing. I really hope he does feel better soon. ;~;
Terribly so. *sniffles with* Soon enough we'll see him again~
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