how long
How long until I can be trusted again? How long before we're completely comfortable with know each other is hanging out with the opposite sex?
Matt thought I was cheating on him. With John. I will never cheat on him again. It was a complete mistake the first time. And I knew it would be extremely hard to get over. But he was seriously, heart-wrenchingly terrified that I was cheating on him again. And it breaks my heart that he is scared.
I learn from my mistakes. I am even more sure of our relationship because my life truly feels empty without Matthew. It was literally the most depressing time of my life.
He has been through so much, I would never, EVER do that to him again. I was a complete fool.
I want to marry Matthew. I honestly can't imagine growing old without him. I love it when he sounds happy or excited to see me. It's funny, because he said that to me today just as I was thinking it. Every touch, every kiss, every moment is still magical to me. I don't care if anyone thinks it's naive that we feel this way. The world could go for a little more love like ours. Unrelentless. He makes me love my life.
I will never do anything to ruin our lives again. I just don't know how long until he can fully accept this. And I don't blame him for being scared. I put him through hell. And it seems like I flirt a lot. But I would spend every minute of my day with him if it were possible. That is love. And I am faithful. Please believe in me.
I love you more than anything.
Matt thought I was cheating on him. With John. I will never cheat on him again. It was a complete mistake the first time. And I knew it would be extremely hard to get over. But he was seriously, heart-wrenchingly terrified that I was cheating on him again. And it breaks my heart that he is scared.
I learn from my mistakes. I am even more sure of our relationship because my life truly feels empty without Matthew. It was literally the most depressing time of my life.
He has been through so much, I would never, EVER do that to him again. I was a complete fool.
I want to marry Matthew. I honestly can't imagine growing old without him. I love it when he sounds happy or excited to see me. It's funny, because he said that to me today just as I was thinking it. Every touch, every kiss, every moment is still magical to me. I don't care if anyone thinks it's naive that we feel this way. The world could go for a little more love like ours. Unrelentless. He makes me love my life.
I will never do anything to ruin our lives again. I just don't know how long until he can fully accept this. And I don't blame him for being scared. I put him through hell. And it seems like I flirt a lot. But I would spend every minute of my day with him if it were possible. That is love. And I am faithful. Please believe in me.
I love you more than anything.