The Ultimatum
It's just unfair to make someone decide something that they can't. As much as it seems like the only answer at the time, its hard. I feel like im fucked one way, fucked the other...I am uncable of making decisions. I know what I want, and I know that it's not the right answer, but my only option isn't a good one, it's actually the worst one ever, so the question remains...and I have no answer, I don't want him to leave, but if he can't stay under these circumstances I understand. I guess that's my answer. Now I just have to see what he decides. I just feel like he thinks he can't tell me everything, like i'm going to hate him, I wish he would just be honest with me and not care what I thought. I just can't go on knowing that i'm the most awful person in the world and I seem to be dragging everyone down with me.