time travel
Who knew a pink little dog could cause so much frenzy. I was going to do the new years meme and realized the first sentences of all my entries are entirely boring. So my new years resolution is to always have interesting beginnings. Yep I went to victoria secret today and it was insanity... I also ran into David not in VS but in Charlotte Russe. It was entirely unexpected. I haven't seen him in such a very long time. I looked like crap but oh well.
a couple of weeks later...
Sorry about these weird posts. I end up beginning a post and then losing interest. The computer auto saves it and then I'm stuck writing posts of the past. I'm going to science camp today and I'm really excited. I still need to pack and go to target. I went to Josh and Lacey's last night which was fun. Especially the part where Tara got really excited whenever Kevin Smith would use a big word. Quite entertaining.
a week later...
See what I mean I just can't finish a post. I start entries but can't find a direction to end them with. I found out today that there's a paper David signed giving me his car. The only extremely valuable possession that my brother owned is mine. I don't know why this just hit me. I guess I always thought me owning his car was an afterthought. But he put thought into it and signed papers and there must have been a conversation where that decision was reached. I didn't know...I just didn't realize...he loved me...he really loved me. and I mean someone shouldn't have to give something away for love to be validated or anything but his biggest tangible worldly possession is now my possession. And I'm going to the dmv to transfer it into my name and I almost don't want to. But my mom keeps talking about people trying to repossess it. To clarify I did realize that David liked me i just didn't know how much.
a couple of weeks later...
Sorry about these weird posts. I end up beginning a post and then losing interest. The computer auto saves it and then I'm stuck writing posts of the past. I'm going to science camp today and I'm really excited. I still need to pack and go to target. I went to Josh and Lacey's last night which was fun. Especially the part where Tara got really excited whenever Kevin Smith would use a big word. Quite entertaining.
a week later...
See what I mean I just can't finish a post. I start entries but can't find a direction to end them with. I found out today that there's a paper David signed giving me his car. The only extremely valuable possession that my brother owned is mine. I don't know why this just hit me. I guess I always thought me owning his car was an afterthought. But he put thought into it and signed papers and there must have been a conversation where that decision was reached. I didn't know...I just didn't realize...he loved me...he really loved me. and I mean someone shouldn't have to give something away for love to be validated or anything but his biggest tangible worldly possession is now my possession. And I'm going to the dmv to transfer it into my name and I almost don't want to. But my mom keeps talking about people trying to repossess it. To clarify I did realize that David liked me i just didn't know how much.