say goodnight and go
here i am, pulling a freshman year stunt and updating past 12am. who knows why, i am tired and completely ready for bed. i guess it just goes to show that LJ ISN'T DEAD. so there broomballer. (i have to give brad something to read at work.)
i've described it to people as hitting the lull in the semester, because i think that's what's happened. the point where classes, relationships, time management all suddenly become really challenging and each tiny choice during the day HAS to be intentional or things start to fall apart. i think i need core values. i know klaas always gives a talk on them or something, but strangely i've never heard the talk. and although i've heard of them many times, i don't have them in a decided way. i love how kaylee sets goals for herself and lives by them. i hope to be like that too, because it's a lot harder to forget about the important things when you know exactly what you don't want to forget. cool sentence, college student.
i don't belong at bethel anymore. i don't see people in the hallways who know my name and fun personality. just people on the outskirts of my life and relationships, so i often end the day feeling like i had meaningless social encounters all day. i miss old friends a lot, and i wish schedules worked out to see close friends more. there's been streams of emails trying to coordinate a couple different coffee dates, all to no avail. i still haven't been able to meet with rach and leah, or amy morris. bummer. i love when God gives the blessings of everyday friends who are brought together by daily exposure. those are my favorite kind, and it's so fun when they are the close friends to begin with.
i'm making a movie on thursday for my digital filmmaking midterm. it's just 5 minutes.
i want a home more than i ever have in my life. this is new for me. exploring boston was fun, but i don't want to travel forever like i thought i might want to a few years ago.
the latest treasure is from psalm 103... he will fill your desires with GOOD things.
will fill. they are filled. with GOOD things.
very important to me right now.
i've described it to people as hitting the lull in the semester, because i think that's what's happened. the point where classes, relationships, time management all suddenly become really challenging and each tiny choice during the day HAS to be intentional or things start to fall apart. i think i need core values. i know klaas always gives a talk on them or something, but strangely i've never heard the talk. and although i've heard of them many times, i don't have them in a decided way. i love how kaylee sets goals for herself and lives by them. i hope to be like that too, because it's a lot harder to forget about the important things when you know exactly what you don't want to forget. cool sentence, college student.
i don't belong at bethel anymore. i don't see people in the hallways who know my name and fun personality. just people on the outskirts of my life and relationships, so i often end the day feeling like i had meaningless social encounters all day. i miss old friends a lot, and i wish schedules worked out to see close friends more. there's been streams of emails trying to coordinate a couple different coffee dates, all to no avail. i still haven't been able to meet with rach and leah, or amy morris. bummer. i love when God gives the blessings of everyday friends who are brought together by daily exposure. those are my favorite kind, and it's so fun when they are the close friends to begin with.
i'm making a movie on thursday for my digital filmmaking midterm. it's just 5 minutes.
i want a home more than i ever have in my life. this is new for me. exploring boston was fun, but i don't want to travel forever like i thought i might want to a few years ago.
the latest treasure is from psalm 103... he will fill your desires with GOOD things.
will fill. they are filled. with GOOD things.
very important to me right now.