Hey you ! out there in the cold, getting lonely, getting old, can you feel me?

[summerstarlight]

if you have anything to say to me, speak it now or forever hold your peace. [i'll turn off the IP listing so you can post anonymously if you'd like].

Comments

tayas something to say;

[butiadorehim]

you probably don't know it but i read all of your entries. even the novel sized ones. umm... and i like your hair.
and you seem like the type of person who would like peanut butter from the way you look.
but maybe thats just the way i see things.
<3

Re: tayas something to say;

[summerstarlight]

actually, i eat peanut butter right out of the jar. i will grab a spoon, the jar, and sit my fat ass on the couch for a good half hour or so and just eat, only getting up to get milk; ironically enough, i only drink nonfat milk.

we should have a date where we go play in the rain and go on some kind of an adventure.

[_onthecover]

i love you, stephanie. i'm sorry i can't do anything to help you. i don't know what to do; i love you so much and i worry about you all the time but i'm fresh out of advice/help. it's hard to help when you don't know what's going on in your own head. and even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes, i love you. i care about you so much and i guess i'm just getting scared. i'm scared of being needed and i'm scared of what you're capable of. if anything were to happen to you, i don't know what i'd do. i'm sorry if that comes off as selfish but yeah.. i guess i just really don't know what to say.. and i'm not really sure why i commented because i knew i had nothing to say and you're probably just getting annoyed because i know how much you hate people telling you they want to help you and they love you and the ever-so-cliche "everything will be okay" bullshit.. but it's all true. or at least i'd like to think it is because if it wasn't, i'd be scared for myself. i'm almost feeling desperate for you to get better. i want you happy

[summerstarlight]

i never want you to feel like any of this is your fault or like you're failing me for not being able to fix me. i love you and i want me happy too because i know i'm becoming too much for anyone to have to deal with and i hate it; i hate that i can't just be around be that i know care about me and be okay anymore. i love you and my actions aren't meant to hurt you in any way and i'm sorry that i am.

[xbestxofxmex]

i think you are an amazing girl who puts herself down too much & i dont know you, really. but i love you anyway & i hope you're happy. <3

[summerstarlight]

no, i'm not happy. but i'm incredibly flattered by the constant compliments with which you shower me. <3 i hope things are well with you and if i come back east for school this fall, we should get crunk together.

[dancehalldeluxe]

twinkie...i think you're a tight ass bitch with sooo much talent and creativity and potential...not to mention BEAUTY. i'm glad that i've gotten to know you better in the last few months, you make me want to do great things. i love you<3

[summerstarlight]

hoho... you're so tight, not only can i quote you, but you can quote yourself. i'm really glad you're excited about doing my dance piece because i love that now we have an excuse to make time to hang out haha. love you too.

[abedheadbeauty]

you're one of the most brilliant people I know, you have great taste in music, you're the only other person I know that can identify with me on levels that most people have never even experienced and don't want to, you remind me of a counting crows song and cherry blossoms and autumn leaves and I admire you and your writing and I don't know what else to say I heart you and you ARE a stone fox.

[summerstarlight]

i think you and i need to have a day where we take incredible pictures and we go to plume's or seven eleven and get toosweet coffee and slam and go to my house and watch The Virgin Suicides and other great movies.