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so i havent "really" updated in awhile, mostly because iv just been really busy with school and stuff. im really worried about my arm/sholder/hand deal. for those of u who dont know after i swim about 3000 to 4000 yards my hand turns purple as a result of something not working n my sholder and so i get out of the pool ice my sholder and about within 15 minutes my hand turns back to its normal color. but today.......i swam maybe a 2000 and my hand felt numb and tingly ( which it usually does when it turns purple) and my hand was a dark purple darker than its ever been so i got out and iced and it didnt turn totally back to normal for an hour! then i tried tp pick up my chem book and my hand just like wouldnt work like it couldnt handle the weight of the book it just dropped it. so im really worried
i miss my atlanta friends...so so so so much, not that im not glad to be home, its just i dunno i cant explain it. its like im worried im never really gonna see them all again or they will talk about comming to visit me but never actually come......i miss swimming with them so swimming here sucks so much more than it should...
i miss my atlanta friends...so so so so much, not that im not glad to be home, its just i dunno i cant explain it. its like im worried im never really gonna see them all again or they will talk about comming to visit me but never actually come......i miss swimming with them so swimming here sucks so much more than it should...