Apr 23, 2005 20:32
I think I am not as competitive anymore, it has its downside, but more upside.
I am just noticing the change in me.
The change that comes after your whole teenage melodrama period.
I still have my own problems, but it doesn't mean I don't know who I am and where I want to go in life.
Once you kind of realize those things and are happy with it, little bubble of content comes over you.
You are comfortable with who you are...and I like that.
Sure, I gained like...20 pounds or so since seventh grade, but that is a small price to pay for accepting yourself and your situation.
w00t! I never knew how good it feels to have adequate amount of self-esteem.
*Breathes*
I hope that all of you guys reach such stage as this quickly....life hurts, but you have to accept it all and move on.
By the way, I had mucho fun time with Ann and Dave today.
I even found a shirt celebrating the first human on the moon! ON my birthday~~ 7-20~~~ ^-^