May 28, 2009 23:29
dear my heart, dear my love. sometimes you make my heart ache for it understand your actions of anger or frustration. im sensitive and your somedays worse. wanting an escape, not wanting to hurt the one you love you'll leave me with a dial tone on the other end of the line. you say, "im sick of this long-distance bullshit." so am i, but it won't be long. soon my love the day will near, just as everyday has that we waited for life drifts by faster than we all think it does.
you say, "tell me when you get your apartment in windsor so i can move in." i know in my heart to trust it. to trust my decsions, not question it, to march to the beat of my heart with yours. home is a challenge.. it always will be..
your sleeping now tho. i can see you.. tossing a little in your thin sheet, tugging at things while your heart tugs at its strings wanting to reach for me. i promise you i want to be caught between your arms more than anything in this world. trust me of that. trust the world to let us have that all soon. i love you.
i'll be sleeping now. only to wake up to think of you, to pace around all day till i get to see you. everytime i get the joy of butterflies in my tummy, and the excitment of running into you, loving you with all i have and holding your hand while having my life fufilled at the same time.
goodnight now love, i forgive you for every little thing you do. you always make it better, you always make life a little brighter.
love you.
michigan,
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