Dream or visit?
I wanted to write about a dream I had before I forget it. It's been a few months since I had a dream about my precious Tiffany. Let me see if I can remember it, it was so incredibly real and now that I remember I also had a dream about Jordan B too. Interesting since they are both passed.
We were at my mom's house and Tiffany was spending the night. We were so excited to be spending time together and had this whole night planned of stuff we used to do. Mostly do skits in front of the camera and whatnot. Tiffany kept switching from the age she passed, 17, to the age I spent the most time with her, 11. We were having so much fun, but there were bouts of sadness because we knew this was only going to be for a short time. I was getting more sad than Tiffany was which made her distance herself from me more. Then we were here in Tennessee and we were getting ready to go to a party, a party for Jordan. He was going to be the guest of honor and it had something to do with soccer. I couldn't believe Jordan was going to be there because I had thought he passed away. We went to the party and it was so weird because Tiffany kept making sure I was having a good time and she was looking out for me. There was one point when she took my car to go somewhere and she drove off really fast and I remember thinking, "Well, she hasn't changed with her speed!" She was back with me again and she was younger and smiling and we were laughing and I felt that feeling of being the older sister and taking care of her again. It was such a good feeling and I remember thinking, "Oh, it must have been some big nightmare that she passed," but deep down, I knew this was just a visit and that she would leave me soon. We were at the party and all of my friends were there but it was taking so long for Jordan to get there. I knew I wanted to take a picture with Tiff, but for some reason, I got really anxious and wanted to make sure I had my new jean jacket on. I lost it and went searching for it..that's when Tiffany began to disappear. I wanted her to stay and she was moving farther and farther away from me and she too was getting sad. She finally drove off in my car and that's when I woke up.
I tried to go back to sleep and pick the dream back up, but it was time for my husband to get up for work and he isn't exactly the tip-toer when he moves around. I feel like Tiff knows I am stressed and she is being her sweet self and came to visit me! She always ALWAYS has a way of giving me signs when I need them. She's still there for me and I am so blessed. I love you Tiff!!! I miss you more than anything! <3
Love,
Marni
We were at my mom's house and Tiffany was spending the night. We were so excited to be spending time together and had this whole night planned of stuff we used to do. Mostly do skits in front of the camera and whatnot. Tiffany kept switching from the age she passed, 17, to the age I spent the most time with her, 11. We were having so much fun, but there were bouts of sadness because we knew this was only going to be for a short time. I was getting more sad than Tiffany was which made her distance herself from me more. Then we were here in Tennessee and we were getting ready to go to a party, a party for Jordan. He was going to be the guest of honor and it had something to do with soccer. I couldn't believe Jordan was going to be there because I had thought he passed away. We went to the party and it was so weird because Tiffany kept making sure I was having a good time and she was looking out for me. There was one point when she took my car to go somewhere and she drove off really fast and I remember thinking, "Well, she hasn't changed with her speed!" She was back with me again and she was younger and smiling and we were laughing and I felt that feeling of being the older sister and taking care of her again. It was such a good feeling and I remember thinking, "Oh, it must have been some big nightmare that she passed," but deep down, I knew this was just a visit and that she would leave me soon. We were at the party and all of my friends were there but it was taking so long for Jordan to get there. I knew I wanted to take a picture with Tiff, but for some reason, I got really anxious and wanted to make sure I had my new jean jacket on. I lost it and went searching for it..that's when Tiffany began to disappear. I wanted her to stay and she was moving farther and farther away from me and she too was getting sad. She finally drove off in my car and that's when I woke up.
I tried to go back to sleep and pick the dream back up, but it was time for my husband to get up for work and he isn't exactly the tip-toer when he moves around. I feel like Tiff knows I am stressed and she is being her sweet self and came to visit me! She always ALWAYS has a way of giving me signs when I need them. She's still there for me and I am so blessed. I love you Tiff!!! I miss you more than anything! <3
Love,
Marni