Fresh Start
Well, today is a fresh start after a weekend eating frenzie! To pick up where I left off, Friday night Chris' parents took us to the Riad for dinner. I had steak and steamed broccoli and 2 glasses of red wine. So, I excused my self from the table, and purged it. Then, Saturday, they took us out for lunch at a mexican restaurant. I had a grilled chicken burrito with lettuce and tomato. I couldn't get rid of it because we were all together all day long. Then we came home that night and Chris wanted bbq chicken fritters. So I had some of them. Urggg! Yesterday, I called my mom to see how she was doing. I wish that I hadn't. She and my dad were shopping for more stupid tools. I asked why, and she said just because. Then she told me that they bought a brand new computer. I am so upset. I asked if they had gotten their tax return back, and she said that they did. I then told her that she could put some of it toward Chris and I's wedding reception since we still owe like 3500.00 on it. She laughed and said no. I got off of the phone and started to cry. Then I made Chris take me to Taco Bell. I am such an emotional eater. Then we went home and I baked gingerbread cookies. I ate 3 of them. Then Chris made ravioli, so I ate some of it. But screw my mom, and forget it. Chris and I will pay for the rest of the wedding, and I will never ask her for another thing. URRRGGGG. My eyes are still stinging from crying yesterday. But today is a fresh start. I have had a cup of coffee for energy, and some water. I am working until 4 and rushing home to finish my homework, and go to class, then Chris and I are headed to Cassville to see his parents, which means I will have to eat dinner. And I won't be able to purge it. So, I will just not eat today. Wish me luck.