is there anybody else here who is lost and hurt and lonely too...
Sitting in Dramatic Structure and not really caring any more.
Final Probation for Speech, Acting, Voice, and Lecoq. Warnings for Movement and Dramatic Structure. She said she didn't know enough to say if I even deserve to be here but I know I don't. She says I don't ever appreciate the work that comes before the text and that she doesn't know if I'm ready to be in a conservatory training program. She said a lot of things I need to come to terms with.
She also said I have a potential success story on my hands if I can turn this around but followed that with not being sure if I deserve to be here.
I'm not really sure where my mind is right now. I went on a really long really cold walk and smoked a lot and tried to calm myself down last night and the screaming music in my head and the getting caught in the middle of a prickly patch all just pissed me off, but it wore out my anger and let me breathe a little bit.
Maybe I'll go to the city and work a few years earlier than planned. Maybe nothing, I guess.
Final Probation for Speech, Acting, Voice, and Lecoq. Warnings for Movement and Dramatic Structure. She said she didn't know enough to say if I even deserve to be here but I know I don't. She says I don't ever appreciate the work that comes before the text and that she doesn't know if I'm ready to be in a conservatory training program. She said a lot of things I need to come to terms with.
She also said I have a potential success story on my hands if I can turn this around but followed that with not being sure if I deserve to be here.
I'm not really sure where my mind is right now. I went on a really long really cold walk and smoked a lot and tried to calm myself down last night and the screaming music in my head and the getting caught in the middle of a prickly patch all just pissed me off, but it wore out my anger and let me breathe a little bit.
Maybe I'll go to the city and work a few years earlier than planned. Maybe nothing, I guess.