What if I keep waiting patiently, the way I am now, for ol dude to come along & sweep me off my feet, completely fall inlove with me and the girls. What IF I get old? And by that time the guys are old and unattractive. Should I be out looking while I'm young & prudy? Really, i's don't feel like lookin' haha.
Idk I thought about this after seeing a picture on fb of bare shoulders. I don't want to miss out on young ....wait nvrm fuck that sentence.
Idk. I'm still pretty confused, I think.
I wonder sometimes though if I really am going to end up like my mom and grandma. I don't want that. I want to be with somebody. But I understand no one wants to get involved with me because of my responsibilites. But what I fear is.... by the time I'm actaully 'datable' again guys are going to be old... hahaha
I could be a cougar..maybe. ha maybe ill see when I get there. Hopefully not.
Totally skipped out on the house meeting btw.
I need to get storage, furniture, tag and insurance, house. I need to take some medicine for my toothh ....
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