Lonely...I'm mrs. lonely...

Jun 30, 2006 23:46

So, I saw Brandon Routh on Jay Lenno tonight and yeah it just made me frustraited! It's that annoying - I can tell I'm obsessed but there's nothing I can do about it - kind of annoying!
I mean I'll never meet the guy! I'll never marry him! But he's just so gorgeous and handsome and it's like DARN WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO GOOD LOOKING?!?!?!?!

And I'm rather lonely tonight. I want someone and yet I don't. But yet I really, REALLY do!
On Aim, Jim was talking about his new g/f. It's so cute, he calls her his kryptonite!

Our conversation:

vegeshroom (11:44:37 PM): then she totally schooled me at a shooting game... for some reason, i just couldn't shoot fast enough...
vegeshroom (11:44:49 PM): i wonder why?
vegeshroom (11:44:53 PM): ???
Georgiawhy87 (11:44:55 PM): you were too distracted by her beauty
Georgiawhy87 (11:44:56 PM): ^_^ 
vegeshroom (11:45:00 PM): :)
Georgiawhy87 (11:45:02 PM): HAhaha
Georgiawhy87 (11:45:12 PM): I wish someone was distracted by me
Georgiawhy87 (11:45:16 PM): Tara's a lucky duckling
Georgiawhy87 (11:45:16 PM): lol
vegeshroom (11:47:41 PM): lol indeed
vegeshroom (11:48:26 PM): you will one day soon
Georgiawhy87 (11:48:32 PM): ^____--
Georgiawhy87 (11:48:35 PM): thanks Jim
Georgiawhy87 (11:48:42 PM): I hope so...

And yeah when he said "you will one day soon," it just made me feel like - yeah, it will be soon! Like I dunno, lately there's these moments in time where I just stop and feel - he's comming soon! I'll see him soon! Which is good because it keeps my head up and gives me hope! Which I need! I think I've been doing well! I mean I don't cry about it anymore! HAha. I know he's on his way, I just wish he's get here soon.

Hence the song by John Mayer.

"Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack there of
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here!
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me"

-Love song for No one, by John Claton Mayer! <3<3<3

K, I'm out!

-Mai

P.S, I wana be some guys kryptonite! Hehe! :)
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