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Ok. Since this has come to light with more than a few people, I’m posting this message to those of my friends IRL at both my LJ and my GJ so EVERYONE who wants to spend the time on either site looking at my crap journals can understand one thing:
I am NOT mad/upset/pissed off/insert other choice negative emotion here at ANYONE.
Got it? Good. Let me explain why this message needs to be sent. I get into these phases where I just don’t want to be around anyone. I’ve a brother but we were raised apart so I blame it on being a single child with little social skills but, whatever the underlying cause, I’m just an antisocial person in general and don’t like it when people get upset with me for wanting to get some alone time.
Things have changed for me both good and bad in the last few weeks/months…hell, even in the last year. And this isn’t something that is new to me, either. I get into these periods where I want very little contact with the outside world. I’m forced to go into a job with other people because bills need to be paid and there are events that come only once a year that force me outside this month to enjoy so, yeah, I still see people. I still see my girlfriend because, you know, she’s my girlfriend. But just because I get into these anti-social phases and don’t want to return your call or hang out at the mall or go out for dinner or, hell, even reply to comments DOESN’T MEAN I DON’T LOVE MY FRIENDS.
Jesus Christ, people. Give me a break and let me get over this period on my own time. It might take weeks, it might take months, I never know how much time it’ll take. I need time and the more times you call me or come over unexpectedly or whatever it just extends it further. NO ONE DID ANYTHING, I’M NOT UPSET OR NEED A CRYING SHOULDER, I JUST NEED MY TIME TO DEAL WITH THIS BY MYSELF IN A WAY I SEE FIT.
Thank you.
I am NOT mad/upset/pissed off/insert other choice negative emotion here at ANYONE.
Got it? Good. Let me explain why this message needs to be sent. I get into these phases where I just don’t want to be around anyone. I’ve a brother but we were raised apart so I blame it on being a single child with little social skills but, whatever the underlying cause, I’m just an antisocial person in general and don’t like it when people get upset with me for wanting to get some alone time.
Things have changed for me both good and bad in the last few weeks/months…hell, even in the last year. And this isn’t something that is new to me, either. I get into these periods where I want very little contact with the outside world. I’m forced to go into a job with other people because bills need to be paid and there are events that come only once a year that force me outside this month to enjoy so, yeah, I still see people. I still see my girlfriend because, you know, she’s my girlfriend. But just because I get into these anti-social phases and don’t want to return your call or hang out at the mall or go out for dinner or, hell, even reply to comments DOESN’T MEAN I DON’T LOVE MY FRIENDS.
Jesus Christ, people. Give me a break and let me get over this period on my own time. It might take weeks, it might take months, I never know how much time it’ll take. I need time and the more times you call me or come over unexpectedly or whatever it just extends it further. NO ONE DID ANYTHING, I’M NOT UPSET OR NEED A CRYING SHOULDER, I JUST NEED MY TIME TO DEAL WITH THIS BY MYSELF IN A WAY I SEE FIT.
Thank you.