Mama, where are you?
I have been feeling down for quite sometime. I am sad because yesterday was my mom's 2nd death anniversary. How can 2 years go without her in it? I miss her sooo much that I feel like crying every time I think about her. Losing someone does hurt especially when one will no longer see them for years to come. I sometimes think that I'd like to die too and be over with life already. Suffering loss can sometimes be unbearable to the point that I prefer death over it. I would like to run to a refuge and let the storm pass through. Alas, there is no shelter to run to...except God. However, God is spirit and intangible. How can one get comfort from someone invisible? So, I look for my own family but they are oceans apart from me! I am inconsolable...I need shelter, I need comfort, I need consolation, I need my wounds to heal, I need to heal...