Lazy Friday and my mess
Weird to think that the weekend has began (it begins for me when I get off work). I am not quite sure of what my friends are doing tonight but I prefer to just stay home and possibly do the exciting job of cleaning my messy room. Reason for the messiness: my life is a mess. I can't begin how to pick my life up piece by piece. I feel so messy over all and out of control...hating it and don't even know how to get out of it. Maybe to the outsider, you could just simply tell me to clean up my act but it's always easier said than done. I am caught up in this neverending cycle of mess. I won't bore anyone of the details of how my life came to this point. I'm not quite sure where I am heading with this...really. I have many ideas in my mind that require action...ooh! You know what? Epiphany just came to me! I'm lazy and therefore my life is messy. Too lazy to change anything and hardly motivated to do anything. If I do clean up, will I feel better? Maybe...but that still won't cure my restless heart. I feel really messy in and out!