A weekend without anything to do...
I woke up this morning with remnants of a dream that I was no longer alive. Right now, I don't care if I die today or whenever. I'm taking one day at a time. I'm still very sad and I force myself to do things. I go to work and act normal and it gets hard to put on a face sometimes but we must all do it at one point in our lives.
Good news: I get a promotion. I will be working as an HR Specialist pretty soon. I start real training on Monday. I got this manual I have to read to familiarize myself with benefits. Yep, I'm handling benefits for the company. I am wondering if they will hire me soon...yep, I'm still on temp position. Anyhoo, I already trained the new receptionist still temp position- at the company. Yeah, from Appleone. She seems to catch on pretty quickly and I hope she gets the hang of being the front person by next week. I don't mind being the front person but sometimes it can get overwhelming with so many people around you. I'm super excited about working at the back office with my own office space. Yay!
My beloved is coming on my birthday. The thought of him coming out again is exciting to me! I love him to death even though there is no future for us. But that's okay because I have him as one of my best friends. Through good and bad times definitely! Although, far apart from each other, I still feel closer to him.
I had my film debut last weekend and I'm doing another shooting this weekend. They need a close up look of my face. It would be so weird to see my face on film. Yikes! I am looking forward when we have our "premier" night.
'Tis all for now. I'm gonna write letters to my dear friends Rachel and Graham...
Good news: I get a promotion. I will be working as an HR Specialist pretty soon. I start real training on Monday. I got this manual I have to read to familiarize myself with benefits. Yep, I'm handling benefits for the company. I am wondering if they will hire me soon...yep, I'm still on temp position. Anyhoo, I already trained the new receptionist still temp position- at the company. Yeah, from Appleone. She seems to catch on pretty quickly and I hope she gets the hang of being the front person by next week. I don't mind being the front person but sometimes it can get overwhelming with so many people around you. I'm super excited about working at the back office with my own office space. Yay!
My beloved is coming on my birthday. The thought of him coming out again is exciting to me! I love him to death even though there is no future for us. But that's okay because I have him as one of my best friends. Through good and bad times definitely! Although, far apart from each other, I still feel closer to him.
I had my film debut last weekend and I'm doing another shooting this weekend. They need a close up look of my face. It would be so weird to see my face on film. Yikes! I am looking forward when we have our "premier" night.
'Tis all for now. I'm gonna write letters to my dear friends Rachel and Graham...