Stormy Times...
I have not been on this thing for awhile because I have been busy trying to make some money and take care of my mom at the same time who is suffering from cancer. Everytime I see her throw up or suffer from cancer pain, I wish I was the one instead of her. I feel like I wanna die as well as I see her deteriorate day by day. She has her good days (that's when she does not throw up as much and/or have any pain) then there are the rough days. Friends around me have been very supportive and giving and I truly appreciate them surrounding me while I go through rough times with my mom. Maybe there is something better around the corner...I don't know what's going on. I wish I was dying right now...