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well .. bad day i guess .. i duno? just got me thinkin of things ..
it seems like im the ONLY one from my group who doesnt have any one .. in fact i kno thats the truth ..
ready? here are my friends
allison and billy
kiara and jake
leah and pj
kelly and derek
kanookie and her lover boi
becky and david
chas and her guy
ellane and quinton
jaime and rem
lindsey and anthony
callie and derek
kate and her guy
steve and her ...
jen and her boy toy
mmk .. thats just a sum up of the ppl i talk to ..
and then theres me ..
courtney ..
im tryin to figure out y guys dont like me ..
maybe its because i liek football and can actually talk about it? i can work on a car and kno my way under the hood? maybe because at times im alot more mature then i should be at my age .. maybe because i already kno where i want to go to college and what i want in life .. maybe cuz of my freckles? or my short nails or how i dont give a damn about wut ppl think of me .. possibly because im loud and love to be heard?
im not exactly sure .. i just kno im tired of being the onli girl who doesnt get roses or has someone thier to hold her hand .. to meet me at my locker .. to eat lunch with me .. to have late night phone calls with .. the nice things that everyone else seems to have ... instead of that .. i eat lunch alone half the time .. i walk alone to my classes .. i dont hugs or kissses or little presents ..i dont hve phone calls with neone .. i spend my nights wih my tv and homework .. my weekends .. well thier not with someone i care about .. thier with my family .. i mean yea i care about them alot but weekend after weekend with them gets old ya kno? and i dont chill with my friends that much nemore becuz thier with thier b/f's or g/f's .. sigh .. im just ready for it to be my turn u kno?
maybe it will be soon ..
comments?
*Courtney
it seems like im the ONLY one from my group who doesnt have any one .. in fact i kno thats the truth ..
ready? here are my friends
allison and billy
kiara and jake
leah and pj
kelly and derek
kanookie and her lover boi
becky and david
chas and her guy
ellane and quinton
jaime and rem
lindsey and anthony
callie and derek
kate and her guy
steve and her ...
jen and her boy toy
mmk .. thats just a sum up of the ppl i talk to ..
and then theres me ..
courtney ..
im tryin to figure out y guys dont like me ..
maybe its because i liek football and can actually talk about it? i can work on a car and kno my way under the hood? maybe because at times im alot more mature then i should be at my age .. maybe because i already kno where i want to go to college and what i want in life .. maybe cuz of my freckles? or my short nails or how i dont give a damn about wut ppl think of me .. possibly because im loud and love to be heard?
im not exactly sure .. i just kno im tired of being the onli girl who doesnt get roses or has someone thier to hold her hand .. to meet me at my locker .. to eat lunch with me .. to have late night phone calls with .. the nice things that everyone else seems to have ... instead of that .. i eat lunch alone half the time .. i walk alone to my classes .. i dont hugs or kissses or little presents ..i dont hve phone calls with neone .. i spend my nights wih my tv and homework .. my weekends .. well thier not with someone i care about .. thier with my family .. i mean yea i care about them alot but weekend after weekend with them gets old ya kno? and i dont chill with my friends that much nemore becuz thier with thier b/f's or g/f's .. sigh .. im just ready for it to be my turn u kno?
maybe it will be soon ..
comments?
*Courtney