right now

May 29, 2006 17:19

i feel all mixed up.
the end of school was anticlimactic. weird.
maine this weekend= just what i needed.
absolutely nothing scheduled, nothing planned.
relaxing.
i need to acquire more collared shirts.
i only have 3 that i like wearing.
so that means, in 3 days, i will face undeniable embarrassment.
my mom already noticed. and scolded.
awkward.
but wow, its so humid out!
my run around the neighborhood was unsuccessful.
the air is impossible to breathe.
i got a graduation dress!
it is flowy. yay!
and i got a bathingsuit. it's a little small.
maybe i should return it. but i really like it.
i feel very... emo i guess.
why?
school is over. there is no reason to be upset.
there is no stress.
aside from a piano recital in 2 weeks.
i'm being all emo by writing like it's a poem.
i overanalyze everything.
im giddy one moment.
and the next moment it's "i just wrecked everything."
im so annoying! i practically annoy myself!
kt's graduation party is soon.
that should be a happy time.
i dont have to think confused thoughts.
happy.
yay!
stupid. my mom is making me practice before we go.
ew. okay. i should stop.
the end!
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