Sep 24, 2006 08:00
So my apartment has a mouse that likes to crawl around the living room while I lie in my bed and watch it. It terrifies me. My apartment also has spiders that cause MRSA infection which CAN BE fatal, and has a possible sentece of a week on an IV drip for me, especially since my mom was hospitalized for it, and we had to wear masks to see her. Thank you genetics, thank you white trash apartment in downtown Muskegon. Thank you Spider I hate you!
So yeah who's almost 19 and just got her permit. Ha! 30 more days until I can get a license.
I went to the gay bar. It was so funny. I think there were only like 10 straight people there. HEHE! It was amusing and fun!
So yeah the rest of this post is to a boy that won't read it but I needed to get it out. So don't bother if you don't care.
Peace <3
So your pretty much 2000 miles away and I hate it. I don't understand how I could have grown to care about you this much in such a short time period. The reality of my trip to see you is pretty much non exsistant. I do care and I think I always will and the thought you you is holding me back from my options up here and I hate it. When I see dragon tattoos I think of you, when I go to Shell I think of you and your anal-ness about cleaning, when I buy Camels intstead of Marlboros I think of you. I wish it would stop because I know it's never going to happen. I wish I wouldn't have fallen so hard in such a short time. But I miss you and I still care about you.