Do I try and make a move?
Time Flys. I have sat down to the computer and typed out many entries in the past few months but never posted them or didn't finish. Alot has changed and it seems like just yesterday I was still a senior. I miss High School but this is the real life baby.
I'm starting to get my act together. I've got my very own apartment now and it's cute and cozy althogh you'll find it to be located in the ghetto. I've got three jobs now 1st,2nd, and 3rd shift at Art Van, Northside Pub, and Shell gas station in North Muskegon. I hardly sleep but the cost of living is giant these days. I don't have time for much but I don't really have alot of friends any more either due to the fact I live in downtown and gas is to expensive or they have changed or they are gone to college.
Kyle and I are no longer together but I was the one to put and end to it and I'm happy with that decision. Who the fuck kills bald eagle's anyways. LOL. Long Story, and don't worry that's not the reason we broke up.
I don't really party to much anymore either, those were high school games, I mean from time to time it's nice but I've got a life to live and rent to pay.
I miss seeing everyone all the time. It's been almost 2 months since I saw him. It's ok though I still think about him from time to time.
School starts for me in the winter and watching everyone go off to school and /or talk about it kinda sucks. I miss everyone already but I'm not ready to go to school I'm just starting to get on my feet and if I went now I would get no financial help. Oh Well.
I really miss Cheerleading and Color Guard, and choir and talent shows, and pops concert and all the things about High School. You get so accustomed to doing the same thing everyday for four years that when your done you wish you would have done more and tried out for that one thing you were always to scared to do. This is the real world though I guess. Keep it real and stay in touch and good luck in college or the rest of High School all of you.
Other than that I can't really think of much else to say because all I do is work. Oh yeah....
So I met this guy but he's a bit older than me ok alot older (though he doesn't look it he looks maybe 19), but we're on the same maturity level and we like alot of the same things and we can talk for hours and we just sorta click...but I don't know what to do...
I'm starting to get my act together. I've got my very own apartment now and it's cute and cozy althogh you'll find it to be located in the ghetto. I've got three jobs now 1st,2nd, and 3rd shift at Art Van, Northside Pub, and Shell gas station in North Muskegon. I hardly sleep but the cost of living is giant these days. I don't have time for much but I don't really have alot of friends any more either due to the fact I live in downtown and gas is to expensive or they have changed or they are gone to college.
Kyle and I are no longer together but I was the one to put and end to it and I'm happy with that decision. Who the fuck kills bald eagle's anyways. LOL. Long Story, and don't worry that's not the reason we broke up.
I don't really party to much anymore either, those were high school games, I mean from time to time it's nice but I've got a life to live and rent to pay.
I miss seeing everyone all the time. It's been almost 2 months since I saw him. It's ok though I still think about him from time to time.
School starts for me in the winter and watching everyone go off to school and /or talk about it kinda sucks. I miss everyone already but I'm not ready to go to school I'm just starting to get on my feet and if I went now I would get no financial help. Oh Well.
I really miss Cheerleading and Color Guard, and choir and talent shows, and pops concert and all the things about High School. You get so accustomed to doing the same thing everyday for four years that when your done you wish you would have done more and tried out for that one thing you were always to scared to do. This is the real world though I guess. Keep it real and stay in touch and good luck in college or the rest of High School all of you.
Other than that I can't really think of much else to say because all I do is work. Oh yeah....
So I met this guy but he's a bit older than me ok alot older (though he doesn't look it he looks maybe 19), but we're on the same maturity level and we like alot of the same things and we can talk for hours and we just sorta click...but I don't know what to do...