i know we can't go back, but if we could- would you do it all over again?

[summerlovin_05]

yesterday- mom took me and Am out to lunch. we went to fazolis :) saw moy! haven't seen him since gary's funeral. it was nice. after that we just spent some time together which we haven't done in a long time. then we came home and i sat home alone for a little while. sara picked me up and we went to the hospital because jenni had her baby :) so i went to see him. brayden alexander, he's so cute! after that we stopped at the mall and then she brought me home. i sat online with jill for a while and then michelle picked me up we went to jades house for a few then she brought me home. when i got back i got online...and it turned out to be the second worst night of the summer. me and nate broke up. and as much as i didn't want it to happen- i couldn't be with someone who didn't want to be with me. so i guess in the end it was for the better? but i couldn't help but cry for like 2 hours. justin strauss came over at like 12:30 to comfort me...and he stayed til 4? i needed that. just some one on one time with a good friend ;) lol..after he left, i went to bed. got a wake up call at 9 from mom! my eyes were like crusted shut? i think i cried in my sleep or something AND i had a horrible gut feeling for something? so i got up and got somewhat ready, then went with mom and amber to take steve to work. we went and got iced cappucinos :) mom always knows how to cheer me up ;) we went and looked for the last 4 t-shirts for the derby. and then we came home and that's what i'm doing for the night cuz grams going to some make up party so i have to babysit? ahh..hope some friends stop by or something? 8);):) that would be wonderful! :p comment!!

17 days til school!

"remember the first time we kissed?
on your front porch after a long day's work?
do you think we could ever go back to that spot
i just wish it didnt end like this
i wish it wasnt over..."