Just need to talk
Ok well i know that I already made an entry today, but i still feel like i need to type. So I feel ok about everything that is going on, but things inside me still kinda just hurt. I'm not even really thinking about the situation with cute boy but more about Brad, and I shouldn't be because he is being a complete ass and I shouldn't even bother caring if he doesn't. I called him today, and I made this rule where I can only call him once a week and text him three times a week because i became just way too attached to him, and we both agreed on this. If he calls me and I miss the call i can call him back and if he texts me i can txt him back. Well, I called him today because I wanted to tell him about cute boy because we tell each other everything and he has told me when he's been with other girls, ya it hurts but yet again i rather know and I'm not sure if it's the same way with him, but i just had to tell him. So I told him about cute boy and he asked if I was ok, and then he asked if he could call me back, and he didn't and i'm not allowed to call him, so maybe he just didn't want to talk with me or maybe he was hurt. This may sound real mean but if he was hurt or jealous, i would be somewhat pleased, just for the fact that he's been hurting me by not caring and with his getting a new girlfriend a week after he tells me that he loves me, damn that killed but we weren't together so oh well. I'll have to explain that whole situation later. It's bugging me that he didn't call back, because we always talk. rrrrrrrrr! Now that I'm getting upset thinking about it. Oh well what can i do about it, drive and hour and a half to bitch and complain? I've done that once and I really don't feel like doing it again. Well goodnite all.