confused in life
I'm not sure what' wrong with me right now, but this always happens. I never want to function when it comes to school. I don't really care, i mean I have to re-type my spanish paper and it's due tomorrow, i have to work on a spanish presentation that's for tomorrow and i haven't started, and i have to write a short thing on what it feels like for me to be inadequate for my therapist. It doesn't feel weird but it feels not fun and i wish i cared about what i need to get done. I want to be happy and i want to function in school and feel normal, even though i know that normal doesn't exist. i feel like something is missing from my life even though i have the two bestest girlfriends in the entire world, i have two jobs, i have the opportunities to go to school at a university and i don't really want ot take that opportunity. i want to snap my fingers and have everything be fixed.