i really do wonder how many people reads my livejournal. but i supposed that'll be a questions i'll never get the answer to.
blog-hopping influences me to blog. i have no idea why. sometimes, its just darn irritating. being because i'll log in and all, and i'll end up closing the UPDATE tab. nonsense i know. and, i'm supposed to get down on my assignments, but look at where i am. how convenient. sigh.
don't ask about life, friends, love, all those common shit. i have always believed that life's a game you win or lose and whatever that comes with it. school pretty much falls in the same category. nothing but just a social game. who with the most friends win. sounds bitter? no, just plain bitchy, but, nevertheless, i miss my girls. D,:
when i random text people, its usually because i miss them and that i want meet up for one reason or another. but ultimately, i thought about them long enough to text them. and i'm awfully apologetic to my girls for neglecting you in any way and that i seem like i give special attention to a certain someone. its not special, trust me. (:
i can't describe how much i'm dreading school for all the wrong reasons. and the fact that im online at 1am eventhough i have school later on. RAAAAAAAAAAH. how awesome can i get, really?
RAAAAAAAAAAH, a 1001 feelings are running through me that i just cant seem to put to words. people evolve around you, sometimes you dont mean as much to them as they mean to you. i know, the way i put it is selfish. but everyone's selfish in their own ways and for their own reasons. at this time and this year, selfish is an understatement.
i need to get off. i'll find reasons to put off handing my assignment that was supposed to be emailed in by monday. i know i'm awesome that way. bleh.
till next time (: